I used to be happy for you, because I thought you could make it. Now, I am not. Not happy because you didn't understand. You go your way, and want others to follow and believe in you. I tried helping you, but you didn't get it.
You keep insisting that I was the one who needs to understand, that I need to listen to you. I listened. "STOP BEING LIKE MY MUM!" "DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO, I KNOW WHAT TO DO!" That's what you told me.
I stopped. Stopped helping & guiding you. I thought you deserve my help, because you're my friend. A friend that I would like to help. I can't say I'm awesome in coping with life, but I have seen more. More of the ugly side of the world. You reject, rejected my help because you said you understood.
I laugh, laughed at your stupidity. I know I shouldn't. But, I gave up. Gave up in this meaningless struggle.
Now, I will just sit back and relax. I will see what will happen and laugh when you finally understand. I know I'm evil, evil because I should have guided you. I used to promise someone to protect you, but I think I have to break this promise. Because I don't have the ability.
I used to be happy for you, because I thought you could make it. Now, I am not. Not happy because you didn't understand. You go your way, and want others to follow and believe in you. I tried helping you, but you didn't get it.
You keep insisting that I was the one who needs to understand, that I need to listen to you. I listened. "STOP BEING LIKE MY MUM!" "DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO, I KNOW WHAT TO DO!" That's what you told me.
I stopped. Stopped helping & guiding you. I thought you deserve my help, because you're my friend. A friend that I would like to help. I can't say I'm awesome in coping with life, but I have seen more. More of the ugly side of the world. You reject, rejected my help because you said you understood.
I laugh, laughed at your stupidity. I know I shouldn't. But, I gave up. Gave up in this meaningless struggle.
Now, I will just sit back and relax. I will see what will happen and laugh when you finally understand. I know I'm evil, evil because I should have guided you. I used to promise someone to protect you, but I think I have to break this promise. Because I don't have the ability.
