Finally! I've opened up my blog. I apologise for keeping it private for the past months as there are something that I was venting anger on and I don't want it to affect anyone, thus, I kept my blog private.
Anyways, I'm back! Things are getting better this time round as compared to the past. I understand what I really want and what I would like to discard in order to make my life better. I haven't been being myself for pretty long & I want the true me back. My laughter and smile don't seem to be as wide as before, as loud as before. My temper has been real bad and I've been venting my anger on certain people. I would like to apologise and give credit later on in this post. (Please keep looking!) Anyways, since I know what is wrong, I will now change. Change for the better. I will have my smile back. I've been on the phone with Jyen last night & when I was talking to him, I found myself. I have been laughing and giggling just like the past & I love every single part of it. I will be the real me, I promise (:
Now, are the Credits. [If your name is not there, don't fret, because you have always been in my heart, no matter what happens, unless you're...(haha, secret!)] This is not in order (:
1. Teo Li Qin Girl, you've always been the few reasons why I still exist in ******. & I know I've been venting anger on you which I don't know why. Perhaps, I'm tired of just talking about those things. Perhaps, I'm wear out of the surrounding happening. Perhaps, Perhaps, Perhaps, there are so many Perhaps. I know there are no excuses for such things and I promise I will think of your feelings. I really need to apologise to you & I hope you would forgive me. Let's skip those unhappy, unwanted memories of ours. Our topic now starts fresh and skip that stupid topic of ours (: Thank you for being in my life. I love you, truly love you. ("v")
2. Wendy, Xuanfang, Yee Choon Hello, girls! (: I have been with you girls since the start of the semester and I really appreciate every single one of you. I know it is abrupt of me to suddenly appear in your everyday life & I don't know whether you find me a nuisance a not but I really enjoy the days with you girls. Be it in projects, during lunch, or even just having fun in Clarke Quay & Boat Quay. Thank you for everyday, you make my world a better place to be in (:
3. Ivan Still, thank you for smashing my phone huh! RAH! I forget what I want to type out actually. WAHAHA!
4. Gifford, Illias, Brian, Shawn Hey, dudes! Thank you for all these while and you're all the few reasons why I'm still hanging there.
Gifford: Thank you for listening to my nagging every single now and then & I love those food we had tgt and I'm looking forward to those that we'll have next time.
Illias: You! SELL ME YOUR MONKEYS! (: You're the best! You know what I mean. Thank you for everything.
Brian & Shawn: I love those times we had and even now at the UNDERPASS! Thank you! (From my deepest of my heart!) Let's study tgt!!! (:
5. Jyen Thanks for the chat last night & helping me in my project. You've been the one that made me really happy and enlightened. I know it may sound a little sudden but it's a fact. I haven't been so me for so freaking long! I was truly laughing out from my heart. Thank you! (: I hope our friendship will never end, and I know it won't (:
6. Russell Thank you, my dear stuffed toy. You've been my motivation & support every time when I nearly fall. Your endless topic about "them", didn't piss me off but actually, brought me joy and laughter. I would like to thank god for letting me know you and be friends with you. You're truly my stuff toy & only stuff toy.
7. Red Revolution I shall not name anyone here because you know who you are. Thank you for the support that you gave even just a short message to motivate me. The camp was awesome, without you guys, I can't make it till there. Love you all! (:
8. Certain Envoys Members You know who you are once again. Your motivation & support, I really appreciate those. You guys rock! Keep rocking!
9. Sister, Mummy & Daddy Without you, I won't be here.
10. Honeypies! Words can't express how much I love you all! (: You're the flavour in my life!
Finally! I've opened up my blog. I apologise for keeping it private for the past months as there are something that I was venting anger on and I don't want it to affect anyone, thus, I kept my blog private.
Anyways, I'm back! Things are getting better this time round as compared to the past. I understand what I really want and what I would like to discard in order to make my life better. I haven't been being myself for pretty long & I want the true me back. My laughter and smile don't seem to be as wide as before, as loud as before. My temper has been real bad and I've been venting my anger on certain people. I would like to apologise and give credit later on in this post. (Please keep looking!) Anyways, since I know what is wrong, I will now change. Change for the better. I will have my smile back. I've been on the phone with Jyen last night & when I was talking to him, I found myself. I have been laughing and giggling just like the past & I love every single part of it. I will be the real me, I promise (:
Now, are the Credits. [If your name is not there, don't fret, because you have always been in my heart, no matter what happens, unless you're...(haha, secret!)] This is not in order (:
1. Teo Li Qin Girl, you've always been the few reasons why I still exist in ******. & I know I've been venting anger on you which I don't know why. Perhaps, I'm tired of just talking about those things. Perhaps, I'm wear out of the surrounding happening. Perhaps, Perhaps, Perhaps, there are so many Perhaps. I know there are no excuses for such things and I promise I will think of your feelings. I really need to apologise to you & I hope you would forgive me. Let's skip those unhappy, unwanted memories of ours. Our topic now starts fresh and skip that stupid topic of ours (: Thank you for being in my life. I love you, truly love you. ("v")
2. Wendy, Xuanfang, Yee Choon Hello, girls! (: I have been with you girls since the start of the semester and I really appreciate every single one of you. I know it is abrupt of me to suddenly appear in your everyday life & I don't know whether you find me a nuisance a not but I really enjoy the days with you girls. Be it in projects, during lunch, or even just having fun in Clarke Quay & Boat Quay. Thank you for everyday, you make my world a better place to be in (:
3. Ivan Still, thank you for smashing my phone huh! RAH! I forget what I want to type out actually. WAHAHA!
4. Gifford, Illias, Brian, Shawn Hey, dudes! Thank you for all these while and you're all the few reasons why I'm still hanging there.
Gifford: Thank you for listening to my nagging every single now and then & I love those food we had tgt and I'm looking forward to those that we'll have next time.
Illias: You! SELL ME YOUR MONKEYS! (: You're the best! You know what I mean. Thank you for everything.
Brian & Shawn: I love those times we had and even now at the UNDERPASS! Thank you! (From my deepest of my heart!) Let's study tgt!!! (:
5. Jyen Thanks for the chat last night & helping me in my project. You've been the one that made me really happy and enlightened. I know it may sound a little sudden but it's a fact. I haven't been so me for so freaking long! I was truly laughing out from my heart. Thank you! (: I hope our friendship will never end, and I know it won't (:
6. Russell Thank you, my dear stuffed toy. You've been my motivation & support every time when I nearly fall. Your endless topic about "them", didn't piss me off but actually, brought me joy and laughter. I would like to thank god for letting me know you and be friends with you. You're truly my stuff toy & only stuff toy.
7. Red Revolution I shall not name anyone here because you know who you are. Thank you for the support that you gave even just a short message to motivate me. The camp was awesome, without you guys, I can't make it till there. Love you all! (:
8. Certain Envoys Members You know who you are once again. Your motivation & support, I really appreciate those. You guys rock! Keep rocking!
9. Sister, Mummy & Daddy Without you, I won't be here.
10. Honeypies! Words can't express how much I love you all! (: You're the flavour in my life!
